1 00:00:02,214 --> 00:00:03,511 Previously on Everwood: 2 00:00:03,682 --> 00:00:05,047 - You have a boyfriend? - Yes. 3 00:00:05,217 --> 00:00:06,946 Ephram Brown meet Colin Hart. 4 00:00:07,119 --> 00:00:09,883 - You want my dad to help Colin. - You could just talk to him. 5 00:00:10,088 --> 00:00:12,682 My mom said you can come over tomorrow after school. 6 00:00:12,858 --> 00:00:14,189 I thought you didn't like me. 7 00:00:14,426 --> 00:00:16,621 I lied to you. You asked me to ask my dad... 8 00:00:16,795 --> 00:00:18,820 ...to help Colin. I said I did but I didn't. 9 00:00:19,131 --> 00:00:20,962 Want to play something better? 10 00:00:24,102 --> 00:00:27,003 I asked my dad to help him. He's gonna look at him tomorrow. 11 00:00:27,205 --> 00:00:28,467 Okay. 12 00:00:30,609 --> 00:00:31,871 Okay. 13 00:00:37,249 --> 00:00:39,274 Everyone has a touchstone... 14 00:00:39,451 --> 00:00:43,046 ... a last line of defense against the mayhem and sorrow of this world. 15 00:00:43,355 --> 00:00:47,416 For some people in Everwood, that person is Dr. Gretchen Trott. 16 00:00:49,428 --> 00:00:51,362 No. No. 17 00:00:53,031 --> 00:00:54,999 Oh come on. Son of a... 18 00:01:07,879 --> 00:01:10,040 What is that thing? Blood van? 19 00:01:10,849 --> 00:01:13,340 Ice-cream truck? Bookmobile? 20 00:01:14,453 --> 00:01:16,284 "Shrinkmobile." 21 00:01:16,455 --> 00:01:19,390 Of course, not all Everwoodies worship at the shrine... 22 00:01:19,558 --> 00:01:21,651 ... of this particular recreational vehicle. 23 00:01:21,960 --> 00:01:24,326 Excuse us. Coming through. 24 00:01:24,496 --> 00:01:26,157 Everwood has their own psychiatrist? 25 00:01:26,331 --> 00:01:28,822 Psychologist with a master's in social work. 26 00:01:29,234 --> 00:01:30,496 Good morning Gretchen. 27 00:01:30,669 --> 00:01:33,297 Well hello. It's nice to see you again Dr. Abbott. 28 00:01:33,472 --> 00:01:37,966 Gretchen is it my imagination or did we not discuss in detail... 29 00:01:38,143 --> 00:01:40,737 ...at the time of your last visit... When was that? 30 00:01:40,912 --> 00:01:44,643 - the desirability of your finding a more convenient place to see patients? 31 00:01:44,816 --> 00:01:47,444 Well I believe you did make certain views known. 32 00:01:48,053 --> 00:01:50,544 I might call it a rumination more than a conversation. 33 00:01:50,722 --> 00:01:54,658 Whether you remember it or not you need to move this eyesore... 34 00:01:54,826 --> 00:01:57,454 ...so that I can park my car in my regular space. 35 00:01:57,629 --> 00:02:00,894 I believe that this is the most convenient location for my patients... 36 00:02:01,066 --> 00:02:04,968 ...so in the absence of any official signage I'll continue to station myself here. 37 00:02:05,137 --> 00:02:07,196 Did you hear a word I just said? 38 00:02:07,372 --> 00:02:10,341 I heard you use territorialism to establish superiority. 39 00:02:10,509 --> 00:02:12,374 While I respect a narcissistic impulse... 40 00:02:12,544 --> 00:02:14,444 ...l'm under no obligation to cater to it. 41 00:02:14,613 --> 00:02:18,379 - I don't believe we've met. I'm Andy Brown. - Speaking of narcissists... 42 00:02:18,550 --> 00:02:20,347 - The Andy Brown? - One and only. 43 00:02:20,519 --> 00:02:25,923 It's a pleasure to meet you. I'm... Well I'm actually a bit of a fan. 44 00:02:26,091 --> 00:02:28,719 I recently rediscovered your '97 article... 45 00:02:28,894 --> 00:02:32,694 ...on distinguishing psychological from organic mental disorders. 46 00:02:32,864 --> 00:02:36,800 I have to tell you I found your analysis even more insightful upon second reading. 47 00:02:36,968 --> 00:02:38,230 Oh brother. 48 00:02:38,403 --> 00:02:42,100 It's a pleasure to meet a person providing a valuable service to this community. 49 00:02:42,274 --> 00:02:46,040 I would be delighted to park my car down the street for the duration of your stay. 50 00:02:46,211 --> 00:02:49,305 Well thank you. Thank you very much. 51 00:02:49,481 --> 00:02:53,076 Now if you'll excuse me I have to prepare to see my patients. 52 00:02:53,919 --> 00:02:55,477 - I like her. - You would. 53 00:02:55,654 --> 00:03:00,091 How could anyone in their right mind take that quack's insight seriously? 54 00:03:00,258 --> 00:03:02,283 Dr. Trott? I'm not too late am I? 55 00:03:02,461 --> 00:03:04,861 Dr. Trott? Oh hi! 56 00:04:00,218 --> 00:04:02,311 I thought they only paid you to play piano. 57 00:04:02,487 --> 00:04:05,081 You doubt my school spirit? 58 00:04:05,257 --> 00:04:07,350 Whatever. It's cool of you to help. 59 00:04:08,527 --> 00:04:11,428 See that red rope over there? That's where it all starts. 60 00:04:11,596 --> 00:04:14,292 Every year it's a mad dash to see who gets the best seats. 61 00:04:14,466 --> 00:04:16,696 You'd think it was a Paul McCartney concert. 62 00:04:16,868 --> 00:04:19,632 Never seen middle-aged people run so fast. 63 00:04:19,805 --> 00:04:23,002 A high school ballet depicting the changing of the leaves. 64 00:04:23,175 --> 00:04:27,236 High point of Everwood's social season. Why am I not surprised? 65 00:04:28,313 --> 00:04:31,043 The flower mart actually sold out last year. 66 00:04:32,551 --> 00:04:35,111 All the girls get bouquets. Roses mostly. 67 00:04:36,054 --> 00:04:38,682 - That's good to know. - Except me I mean. 68 00:04:38,857 --> 00:04:41,257 Well I've never had a solo before but... 69 00:04:41,793 --> 00:04:44,091 ...Colin used to bring me flowers anyway. 70 00:04:44,262 --> 00:04:47,322 Not my parents or anybody just Colin. 71 00:04:50,702 --> 00:04:54,866 - You checked your watch five minutes ago. - Colin's parents' appointment is almost over. 72 00:04:55,040 --> 00:04:59,238 I wouldn't worry. My dad's appointments last long enough for whoever he's talking at... 73 00:04:59,411 --> 00:05:01,140 ...to sign on the dotted line. 74 00:05:01,313 --> 00:05:05,613 I can't remember the last time someone said no when Dr. Brown offered his help. 75 00:05:05,817 --> 00:05:08,081 Colin's surgery's a done deal. 76 00:05:10,388 --> 00:05:12,982 I watched this show about comas the other night... 77 00:05:13,158 --> 00:05:15,217 ...on the science channel. 78 00:05:15,393 --> 00:05:18,794 It showed people who came out after a long time... 79 00:05:18,964 --> 00:05:20,932 ...like six months or so. 80 00:05:22,334 --> 00:05:25,326 Most of them barely even looked human. 81 00:05:25,503 --> 00:05:27,971 I remember this one guy's face... 82 00:05:28,139 --> 00:05:32,667 ...was frozen in this silent scream like that painting. 83 00:05:33,812 --> 00:05:37,976 And most of their hands were all curled up like Jennifer Hockaday in special ed. 84 00:05:38,516 --> 00:05:41,576 I don't mean this in a bad way Amy... 85 00:05:42,087 --> 00:05:44,521 ...but are you sure you want him back? 86 00:05:44,689 --> 00:05:49,183 I mean especially if... I mean that it might be better for him if... 87 00:05:49,361 --> 00:05:51,192 I want him back... 88 00:05:51,830 --> 00:05:53,627 ...no matter what. 89 00:05:56,534 --> 00:05:58,661 As Dr. Latham and his team have told you... 90 00:05:58,837 --> 00:06:03,171 ...the causes of short-term coma are generally discrete and identifiable... 91 00:06:03,341 --> 00:06:06,777 ...while the causes of prolonged coma can often be idiopathic. 92 00:06:08,179 --> 00:06:10,044 Of unknown origin. 93 00:06:10,815 --> 00:06:14,546 In Colin's case the neuro team has monitored his intracranial pressure... 94 00:06:14,719 --> 00:06:16,880 ...and provided well above the standard of care. 95 00:06:17,055 --> 00:06:20,786 You can be confident that up to this point you've done everything possible. 96 00:06:20,959 --> 00:06:24,395 - Up to this point? - Having studied Colin's history and films... 97 00:06:24,562 --> 00:06:27,998 ...l've come up with a theory. - You think you know something they don't? 98 00:06:29,467 --> 00:06:32,561 There is what we believe to be a small fragment of bone... 99 00:06:32,737 --> 00:06:36,173 ...lodged in Colin's brain. More specifically in the brain stem... 100 00:06:36,341 --> 00:06:38,070 ...where it would be hard to remove. 101 00:06:38,276 --> 00:06:40,642 Dr. Latham doesn't believe that the relationship... 102 00:06:40,812 --> 00:06:44,475 ...between this fragment and your son's prolonged comatose state is causal. 103 00:06:45,116 --> 00:06:46,640 But you do? 104 00:06:46,818 --> 00:06:50,879 I do. And I believe I can surgically resect it without damaging the stem. 105 00:06:51,189 --> 00:06:52,884 You've done this before? 106 00:06:53,058 --> 00:06:54,491 Actually no. 107 00:06:55,927 --> 00:07:00,694 The brain stem handles the most elemental tasks that the brain performs. 108 00:07:02,133 --> 00:07:05,933 Were we to undertake this successfully it would be medically reportable. 109 00:07:06,104 --> 00:07:09,904 - Meaning? - Well it would be an experiment of sorts. 110 00:07:10,375 --> 00:07:14,106 By that I mean experimentation occurs all the time in medicine. 111 00:07:14,279 --> 00:07:17,248 It's how innovation takes place. It's how lives are saved. 112 00:07:18,283 --> 00:07:21,184 I want you to know I don't undertake this lightly. 113 00:07:21,486 --> 00:07:25,616 I've performed over 200 procedures a year for the last 15 years... 114 00:07:25,790 --> 00:07:29,226 ...and if I'm not mistaken I have one of the highest success rates. 115 00:07:29,394 --> 00:07:33,228 But what if you do damage the brain stem? 116 00:07:33,398 --> 00:07:38,700 Well it would threaten Colin's ability to walk eat breathe. 117 00:07:40,872 --> 00:07:42,396 And what if we don't do it? 118 00:07:43,241 --> 00:07:45,471 It's impossible to say. 119 00:07:45,643 --> 00:07:47,577 Colin may emerge from coma on his own. 120 00:07:47,812 --> 00:07:49,905 But you don't think he will. 121 00:07:52,384 --> 00:07:53,749 Look... 122 00:07:55,553 --> 00:07:57,544 ...you're the last stop for us Dr. Brown. 123 00:07:58,857 --> 00:08:00,757 We've run out of answers of our own. 124 00:08:01,626 --> 00:08:03,821 What do you think we should do? 125 00:08:03,995 --> 00:08:05,826 I can't tell you what to do. 126 00:08:05,997 --> 00:08:08,090 That's a choice you'll have to make together. 127 00:08:08,400 --> 00:08:10,061 What if it were your son? 128 00:08:13,438 --> 00:08:16,669 I thought I'd get sick of Art's food but I'm beginning to realize... 129 00:08:16,841 --> 00:08:18,206 That you have no taste? 130 00:08:18,376 --> 00:08:20,844 That meat loaf is versatile is what I was gonna say. 131 00:08:21,012 --> 00:08:23,742 I'm picking up a tuna melt with coleslaw to go. 132 00:08:25,050 --> 00:08:26,608 Ever been to a shrink? 133 00:08:26,785 --> 00:08:29,549 Always thought I could do it on my own. You? 134 00:08:29,788 --> 00:08:31,949 I'd sooner tell you my problems. 135 00:08:32,624 --> 00:08:35,650 I'm sorry. I accidentally made your sandwich with dill pickles... 136 00:08:35,827 --> 00:08:38,955 ...when you specifically asked for sweet. I can remake it right now. 137 00:08:39,130 --> 00:08:40,791 That's not necessary Dwayne. 138 00:08:40,965 --> 00:08:45,766 I just hate myself for screwing up. I never can do anything. 139 00:08:45,937 --> 00:08:47,700 - Mother was right. - Dwayne... 140 00:08:47,872 --> 00:08:51,774 You have to let me Dr. Trott. I know I can do a better job really. 141 00:08:51,943 --> 00:08:54,309 - I want to remake it. - lf you insist. 142 00:08:54,479 --> 00:08:56,071 Thank you. 143 00:08:58,716 --> 00:09:01,207 You got him right where you want him don't you? 144 00:09:01,419 --> 00:09:03,614 - I'm sorry? - You thrive on it... 145 00:09:03,788 --> 00:09:06,348 ...the insecurity the doubt the self-loathing. 146 00:09:06,524 --> 00:09:09,357 You come into town every few months stir up neuroses... 147 00:09:09,527 --> 00:09:11,654 ...like lawn-mowing in the dust bowl. 148 00:09:11,896 --> 00:09:15,354 I don't create the feelings I just give people a safe place to put them. 149 00:09:15,533 --> 00:09:18,195 You ride into town like the Joan of Arc of Gestalt. 150 00:09:18,369 --> 00:09:21,065 A week later your patients are reassurance junkies... 151 00:09:21,239 --> 00:09:25,335 ...begging for a fix and you've ridden off while someone has to pick up the pieces. 152 00:09:25,910 --> 00:09:28,276 How does that make you feel Harold? 153 00:09:28,446 --> 00:09:31,176 Do shrinks have that implanted on a chip somewhere? 154 00:09:31,349 --> 00:09:34,682 Memorize a few key phrases buy a couch you're Sigmund Freud? 155 00:09:34,853 --> 00:09:38,050 While I respect your point of view and I'm glad you're comfortable... 156 00:09:38,223 --> 00:09:41,317 Do you ever say anything? For God's sake get to the point! 157 00:09:41,759 --> 00:09:44,353 Is it possible that in reality you thrive on it... 158 00:09:44,529 --> 00:09:49,125 ...you derive satisfaction from and I'm using your words "picking up the pieces"? 159 00:09:51,936 --> 00:09:55,702 Don't make me out to be some kind of parasitic misery-loving egomaniac. 160 00:09:55,874 --> 00:09:58,104 Those are your terms not mine. 161 00:09:58,276 --> 00:10:01,575 Try to stay evidence-based Harold. Don't be so hard on yourself. 162 00:10:02,013 --> 00:10:04,038 Thanks for the sandwich Dwayne. 163 00:10:04,215 --> 00:10:06,945 You gonna eat all that Harold or can I have some? 164 00:10:11,890 --> 00:10:14,085 Bet you don't know what this song's about. 165 00:10:14,259 --> 00:10:16,750 - I do too. - What? 166 00:10:17,795 --> 00:10:19,387 It's about this girl. 167 00:10:19,564 --> 00:10:21,896 It's about sex. Do you even know what that is? 168 00:10:47,258 --> 00:10:50,386 - What's that? - Makeup. It's my mom's. 169 00:10:50,562 --> 00:10:51,995 You stole it? 170 00:11:11,983 --> 00:11:14,816 Delia I think it's time for you to go home now. 171 00:11:18,256 --> 00:11:20,588 All right. I understand. 172 00:11:20,758 --> 00:11:23,283 No no there's really no need to explain. 173 00:11:23,461 --> 00:11:25,520 No no. Of course not. 174 00:11:25,697 --> 00:11:27,790 All right. We'll talk again soon. 175 00:11:28,733 --> 00:11:31,327 - Who was that? - Just work stuff. 176 00:11:32,003 --> 00:11:35,097 - Was it about Colin Hart? - Matter of fact it was. 177 00:11:36,007 --> 00:11:37,838 - What did they say? - Who? 178 00:11:38,343 --> 00:11:41,608 They decided not to pursue the surgical option. 179 00:11:42,280 --> 00:11:43,645 What? 180 00:11:44,148 --> 00:11:46,639 You can hardly blame them. It's a tough decision. 181 00:11:47,018 --> 00:11:49,543 - Wait. So that's just it? - Well nothing's just it. 182 00:11:49,787 --> 00:11:52,017 Colin's status is constantly evolving. Who knows? 183 00:11:52,190 --> 00:11:54,852 Tomorrow next week next month could be a new ball game. 184 00:11:55,193 --> 00:11:57,787 - You're gonna let it lie. - No point in forcing the issue. 185 00:11:58,062 --> 00:12:01,862 That's the new thing right this whole laissez-faire country-doctor bit? 186 00:12:02,033 --> 00:12:04,558 Doctors don't have all the answers Ephram. 187 00:12:04,736 --> 00:12:06,226 - They don't? - No. 188 00:12:06,404 --> 00:12:08,929 Sometimes parents have the answers too. 189 00:12:09,107 --> 00:12:13,203 When you're done letting the cold air out of the fridge set the table will you? 190 00:12:30,628 --> 00:12:32,323 Hey Ephram. 191 00:12:35,333 --> 00:12:37,358 My dad told me last night. 192 00:12:37,935 --> 00:12:40,927 - I'm sorry. - I shouldn't have got my hopes up. 193 00:12:41,172 --> 00:12:43,834 You know once in a while back in New York... 194 00:12:44,008 --> 00:12:46,476 ...people would say no to my dad at first. 195 00:12:46,644 --> 00:12:49,511 - Then what happened? - Well he'd persuade them he was right. 196 00:12:50,281 --> 00:12:52,112 - You know except... - What? 197 00:12:52,517 --> 00:12:54,348 In this town people are different. 198 00:12:54,519 --> 00:12:58,148 You gotta know them 25 years before they let you change their tire. 199 00:12:58,356 --> 00:13:01,223 So you don't think your dad could convince the Harts? 200 00:13:01,592 --> 00:13:03,787 I don't know but... 201 00:13:05,730 --> 00:13:07,698 ...maybe you could. - Me? 202 00:13:07,865 --> 00:13:09,298 Really? You think? 203 00:13:09,467 --> 00:13:10,729 Yeah. 204 00:13:12,370 --> 00:13:13,632 All right. 205 00:13:14,605 --> 00:13:16,004 Thanks Ephram. 206 00:13:24,749 --> 00:13:27,013 Want to play foursquare with me? 207 00:13:28,119 --> 00:13:30,212 Magilla we're playing dodge ball. You in? 208 00:13:30,388 --> 00:13:32,652 - Yeah. - We've got Magilla. 209 00:13:32,824 --> 00:13:35,019 Do you want to play with me after school then? 210 00:13:35,259 --> 00:13:36,521 No. 211 00:13:36,728 --> 00:13:40,289 - Why not? - Because last time I got in trouble moron. 212 00:13:43,368 --> 00:13:46,030 I can't. My mom said. 213 00:13:48,072 --> 00:13:49,596 Hey guys... 214 00:13:52,410 --> 00:13:55,811 Well that mole seems to be fine. Let's check it next time you're in town. 215 00:13:55,980 --> 00:13:57,845 - Where are the other ones? - Oh here. 216 00:14:00,551 --> 00:14:02,542 So when will you be in town again? 217 00:14:02,720 --> 00:14:06,486 - Most likely February or March. - Unorthodox way to practice. 218 00:14:06,791 --> 00:14:08,816 Well I could say the same of you. 219 00:14:08,993 --> 00:14:11,689 I was told this consultation would be free of charge. 220 00:14:11,863 --> 00:14:14,093 I don't need the money so I skip the paperwork. 221 00:14:14,265 --> 00:14:17,234 A glib response is somewhat wasted on a psychotherapist. 222 00:14:19,303 --> 00:14:22,067 Well people keep asking me and it gets kind of old... 223 00:14:22,240 --> 00:14:24,765 ...as if every act of altruism required a rationale. 224 00:14:24,942 --> 00:14:26,569 Altruism? 225 00:14:26,911 --> 00:14:30,347 Yeah you know like... Oh I get it I get it. 226 00:14:30,515 --> 00:14:32,483 I remember my psych rotation. 227 00:14:32,650 --> 00:14:35,778 You think I've got some kind of subconscious motivator... 228 00:14:35,953 --> 00:14:39,753 ...like winning friends and influencing people or... 229 00:14:40,858 --> 00:14:43,850 Well go ahead. Give it your best shot. 230 00:14:44,162 --> 00:14:46,562 I just wonder what it means when a neurosurgeon... 231 00:14:46,731 --> 00:14:48,961 ...with a shot of making the history books... 232 00:14:49,133 --> 00:14:52,762 ...moves to the middle of nowhere and gives his resource away for free. 233 00:14:52,937 --> 00:14:55,872 And he won't be buying a football team anytime soon? 234 00:14:56,140 --> 00:14:59,769 You got me doc. I don't think about those kinds of things. 235 00:15:00,144 --> 00:15:04,240 I guess some people are just too hardheaded for that kind of complexity. 236 00:15:04,916 --> 00:15:07,612 I believe that the average level of neurosis... 237 00:15:07,785 --> 00:15:10,549 ...in non-mentally-ill individuals is strikingly similar. 238 00:15:10,721 --> 00:15:13,986 It's the spectrum of self-awareness that differs. 239 00:15:14,158 --> 00:15:17,958 - I call it the denial factor. - Well that sounds vaguely familiar. 240 00:15:18,229 --> 00:15:20,857 Who do you talk to Dr. Brown? 241 00:15:21,032 --> 00:15:23,523 A friend a colleague wife? 242 00:15:23,701 --> 00:15:26,761 I get a certain perverse pleasure out of solving my own problems. 243 00:15:27,905 --> 00:15:29,930 Everyone needs someone. 244 00:15:31,342 --> 00:15:33,867 Well those other ones look fine to me too. 245 00:15:34,045 --> 00:15:35,979 You might want to keep an eye on them. 246 00:15:36,948 --> 00:15:39,473 You can put your clothes on unless you love that gown. 247 00:15:39,650 --> 00:15:41,140 Okay. 248 00:15:47,358 --> 00:15:49,326 So lay it on me. 249 00:15:50,328 --> 00:15:52,888 What does happen to those unfortunate individuals... 250 00:15:53,064 --> 00:15:54,861 ...who deny their own neuroses? 251 00:15:55,032 --> 00:15:57,091 The effects vary of course. 252 00:15:57,268 --> 00:15:59,736 In extreme cases the pattern can be something... 253 00:15:59,904 --> 00:16:02,930 ...along the lines of complete emotional spiral... 254 00:16:03,107 --> 00:16:05,302 ...resulting in total breakdown. 255 00:16:06,644 --> 00:16:08,407 You don't say. 256 00:16:13,284 --> 00:16:15,878 - Bright where are you going? - Got a date. 257 00:16:16,387 --> 00:16:18,719 Tonight? No no no. You have to be here. 258 00:16:18,890 --> 00:16:21,290 I don't think so. I got one shot with Jemma Maxwell. 259 00:16:21,459 --> 00:16:24,519 Mom's tuna/corn-flake casserole? Not gonna seal the deal. 260 00:16:24,896 --> 00:16:28,457 Bright you can't go. You have to be here. 261 00:16:28,633 --> 00:16:30,567 - Why? - Mom invited the Harts over. 262 00:16:30,735 --> 00:16:32,930 - So? - I've got all the research prepared... 263 00:16:33,104 --> 00:16:36,505 ...about the surgery. All you have to do is... - I thought they said no. 264 00:16:36,674 --> 00:16:38,938 - They could change their minds. - Fat chance. 265 00:16:39,110 --> 00:16:42,307 - I don't think we should be getting involved. - We're already involved. 266 00:16:42,480 --> 00:16:44,607 Colin is your best friend. You have to help me. 267 00:16:44,782 --> 00:16:48,377 - You have to tell them... - It's a lost cause Amy. 268 00:16:52,290 --> 00:16:55,555 What is wrong with you? Don't you want him back? 269 00:17:00,498 --> 00:17:02,295 - That bad huh? - It depends. 270 00:17:02,466 --> 00:17:04,661 - What is it? - Point taken. 271 00:17:05,202 --> 00:17:06,760 What do you think Delia? 272 00:17:07,138 --> 00:17:08,799 It's fine. 273 00:17:09,140 --> 00:17:10,869 Is something wrong Delia? 274 00:17:11,042 --> 00:17:12,873 Magilla wouldn't play with me today. 275 00:17:13,644 --> 00:17:15,737 He probably wanted to play with other friends. 276 00:17:15,980 --> 00:17:17,914 Magilla doesn't have other friends. 277 00:17:18,449 --> 00:17:20,542 I'm sure he'll want to play with you tomorrow. 278 00:17:20,718 --> 00:17:22,049 No he won't. 279 00:17:22,219 --> 00:17:24,687 - He said he can't play with me anymore. - Why not? 280 00:17:24,855 --> 00:17:26,083 His mom said. 281 00:17:26,257 --> 00:17:29,317 - Well why would she say a thing like that? - She doesn't like me. 282 00:17:29,493 --> 00:17:31,324 That's impossible. 283 00:17:34,765 --> 00:17:36,198 You have to have a parent talk. 284 00:17:36,500 --> 00:17:39,128 - What with Magilla? I'm not his parent. - No. 285 00:17:39,303 --> 00:17:41,362 You have to talk to his parents. 286 00:17:41,606 --> 00:17:44,541 You know that's actually a very good idea Ephram. 287 00:17:45,009 --> 00:17:47,477 Tell you what we'll go over there right after dinner. 288 00:17:47,645 --> 00:17:50,409 We can stop off and pick up some ice cream on the way over. 289 00:17:50,581 --> 00:17:52,344 Sort of a peace offering. 290 00:17:53,351 --> 00:17:54,784 That might work. 291 00:17:54,952 --> 00:17:58,513 I can't remember the last time we were so well taken care of. 292 00:17:58,689 --> 00:18:01,283 - Thank you for having us Rose. - How are you holding up? 293 00:18:01,659 --> 00:18:04,093 It must be hard to have a nice time knowing Colin's... 294 00:18:04,261 --> 00:18:07,094 - Amy. - I think about him all the time. 295 00:18:07,264 --> 00:18:09,494 Then why won't Dr. Brown be performing surgery...? 296 00:18:09,667 --> 00:18:12,932 Amy. You'll have to forgive her. She's been under some strain lately. 297 00:18:13,104 --> 00:18:16,164 - Don't talk about me like I'm not here. - Amy Nicole that's enough. 298 00:18:16,340 --> 00:18:17,830 It's all right Rose. 299 00:18:19,577 --> 00:18:21,238 I feel the same way you do honey. 300 00:18:23,080 --> 00:18:25,173 There's nothing that we can do. 301 00:18:26,117 --> 00:18:27,778 Yes there is. 302 00:18:28,586 --> 00:18:32,488 Dr. Brown is one of the premier brain surgeons in the United States. 303 00:18:33,057 --> 00:18:37,517 Patients fly halfway around the world for a consultation and we have him... 304 00:18:37,828 --> 00:18:39,420 ...right here. 305 00:18:39,597 --> 00:18:41,588 And he wants to help us. 306 00:18:41,766 --> 00:18:43,256 No. 307 00:18:43,801 --> 00:18:45,462 No he doesn't. 308 00:18:46,437 --> 00:18:48,928 We agreed that Colin should have the surgery... 309 00:18:49,106 --> 00:18:51,301 ...and it was Dr. Brown who changed his mind. 310 00:18:56,814 --> 00:19:00,215 These things are starting to melt. You think I should ring again? 311 00:19:00,384 --> 00:19:03,547 You rang four times. They don't want us to come in. 312 00:19:04,288 --> 00:19:06,153 There we go. See? Good evening. 313 00:19:06,323 --> 00:19:09,292 I'm Andy Brown and I think you know my daughter Delia. 314 00:19:09,627 --> 00:19:11,822 I hope you don't mind our dropping by like this. 315 00:19:12,363 --> 00:19:14,957 We rang the bell a couple times and figured... 316 00:19:15,132 --> 00:19:17,498 - I really have some... - I'll get right to the point. 317 00:19:17,735 --> 00:19:20,727 It's come to my attention that there's been a misunderstanding. 318 00:19:20,905 --> 00:19:25,239 My daughter's under the impression you don't want her playing with your son Stuart. 319 00:19:25,409 --> 00:19:28,378 Do you really want to discuss this in front of your daughter? 320 00:19:28,546 --> 00:19:32,346 - What's this Jenny? - This is a friend of Stuart's Howard... 321 00:19:32,516 --> 00:19:34,609 ...and her father. - Pleased to meet you. 322 00:19:34,785 --> 00:19:37,515 Delia was telling me an amusing story on the way over here. 323 00:19:37,688 --> 00:19:40,452 She said that she and your son were playing the other day... 324 00:19:40,624 --> 00:19:42,683 ...and this is hard for even me to believe... 325 00:19:42,860 --> 00:19:46,352 ...because Delia has been a tomboy ever since she was in the womb... 326 00:19:46,530 --> 00:19:49,829 ...but well they were playing dress-up. 327 00:19:50,334 --> 00:19:53,599 Well I can assure you that as a physician that at this age... 328 00:19:53,771 --> 00:19:56,262 ...this kind of play is perfectly all right. 329 00:19:56,674 --> 00:20:00,610 If it bothers you you don't have to worry because it won't happen again. 330 00:20:00,778 --> 00:20:03,611 - Why didn't you tell me about this? - I was going to. 331 00:20:04,348 --> 00:20:06,714 - Keep your daughter away from our son. - I'm sorry? 332 00:20:06,884 --> 00:20:08,511 You heard me. 333 00:20:10,254 --> 00:20:12,051 Please don't come back. 334 00:20:15,493 --> 00:20:17,552 Let's get these home before they melt. 335 00:20:20,664 --> 00:20:22,097 Dad? 336 00:20:24,034 --> 00:20:25,763 Is something wrong with me? 337 00:20:30,107 --> 00:20:32,041 Nothing is wrong with you sweetheart. 338 00:20:33,344 --> 00:20:35,471 There is nothing wrong with you. 339 00:20:52,797 --> 00:20:54,526 Why didn't you tell me? 340 00:20:55,199 --> 00:20:56,632 What? 341 00:20:56,934 --> 00:20:58,959 Your father turned them down? 342 00:20:59,136 --> 00:21:01,297 - What? - The Harts asked him to do the surgery... 343 00:21:01,472 --> 00:21:03,497 Why wouldn't my dad want to operate? 344 00:21:03,674 --> 00:21:05,801 - You tell me. - No it's impossible. 345 00:21:05,976 --> 00:21:08,877 My dad's a jerk but he's never turned anyone down before. 346 00:21:09,046 --> 00:21:12,072 - My dad's never met odds he didn't like. - He didn't like Colin's. 347 00:21:12,249 --> 00:21:14,979 - You sure you got this right? - The Harts told me. 348 00:21:15,152 --> 00:21:19,486 The guy I know would give his left nut to rescue a kid from a coma and be a hero. 349 00:21:20,291 --> 00:21:24,489 - Are you sure he didn't tell you anything? - Why would I lie to you Amy? 350 00:21:24,662 --> 00:21:28,359 You're the only person I care about in this whole stupid town. 351 00:21:30,034 --> 00:21:31,524 Look I didn't know. 352 00:21:32,503 --> 00:21:33,765 I swear. 353 00:21:40,544 --> 00:21:45,038 There are still too many chairs in this room. I said 10 chairs and I meant it. 354 00:21:45,216 --> 00:21:49,277 We need to redo the color coding on the patient files by Friday at the latest. 355 00:21:49,453 --> 00:21:52,422 And get a copy of the seating chart for the recital. 356 00:21:52,590 --> 00:21:57,584 We don't want any surprises like last year. Oh and get me some coffee will you? 357 00:22:08,138 --> 00:22:09,696 Good morning Dr. Abbott. 358 00:22:13,911 --> 00:22:15,572 Good morning. Was there something...? 359 00:22:15,746 --> 00:22:18,579 When you say "we" do you mean we or do you mean me? 360 00:22:19,817 --> 00:22:21,079 I'm sorry l... 361 00:22:21,252 --> 00:22:24,415 "We need to redo the color coding." Do you mean we or me? 362 00:22:25,322 --> 00:22:27,790 Well you I suppose. 363 00:22:27,958 --> 00:22:30,119 Then I'd appreciate it if you'd say: 364 00:22:30,294 --> 00:22:33,786 "Could you please have the folders redone by Friday Louise?" 365 00:22:33,964 --> 00:22:36,694 And furthermore I was not hired to make coffee... 366 00:22:37,001 --> 00:22:38,901 ...so if I choose to do so... 367 00:22:39,069 --> 00:22:42,937 ...it will be on a case-by-case personal-favor basis. Is that understood? 368 00:22:44,475 --> 00:22:45,840 Yes Louise. 369 00:22:46,010 --> 00:22:49,468 You're the one who said my lack of assertiveness was limiting my potential. 370 00:22:49,647 --> 00:22:52,912 - Oh now I only... - So I signed up with Dr. Trott. 371 00:22:55,719 --> 00:22:57,311 You can hang your own scarf. 372 00:23:06,764 --> 00:23:08,026 No. 373 00:23:09,266 --> 00:23:11,029 Dr. Trott! 374 00:23:12,703 --> 00:23:14,637 Dr. Trott! 375 00:23:15,139 --> 00:23:18,336 Dr. Trott! What do you call this? 376 00:23:21,145 --> 00:23:23,636 - A scarf? - Not that. 377 00:23:23,814 --> 00:23:26,647 My assistant Louise. She was a completely normal person... 378 00:23:26,817 --> 00:23:30,844 ...before you got your rabid invasive self-indulgent paws on her. 379 00:23:31,021 --> 00:23:34,479 And stop filling people's heads with this garbage. Have you no scruples? 380 00:23:34,658 --> 00:23:38,424 You wreck people's lives and charge them for it. You're like a televangelist. 381 00:23:38,595 --> 00:23:41,120 - I am having a breakthrough. - All right all right. 382 00:23:41,899 --> 00:23:43,958 Excuse me Brenda. 383 00:23:44,134 --> 00:23:46,364 Excuse me I'm not done talking yet. 384 00:23:46,537 --> 00:23:49,165 I'm done listening though. Good day Harold. 385 00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:52,366 Oh no it is not. It is not a good day! 386 00:23:52,543 --> 00:23:55,535 Do you hear me Dr. Feelgood? 387 00:23:55,713 --> 00:23:58,307 I will have you evicted! 388 00:23:58,482 --> 00:24:01,315 I will you have towed you... 389 00:24:02,686 --> 00:24:04,677 You're all crazy! 390 00:24:07,324 --> 00:24:09,554 - Hi sweetheart. - Hey. 391 00:24:09,727 --> 00:24:12,924 That didn't sound very enthusiastic. Friend still not talking to you? 392 00:24:13,864 --> 00:24:16,264 That kid's got a lot of willpower for a third-grader. 393 00:24:16,433 --> 00:24:18,196 He wasn't in school today. 394 00:24:18,969 --> 00:24:20,664 Well he's probably just out sick. 395 00:24:20,838 --> 00:24:23,363 I asked Miss Violet. She said he wasn't coming back. 396 00:24:24,908 --> 00:24:26,239 Do you believe this? 397 00:24:26,410 --> 00:24:29,436 Those parents yanked their kid out of school for playing dress-up? 398 00:24:29,613 --> 00:24:32,673 I mean that's... That's medieval. Here's what we're gonna do... 399 00:24:32,850 --> 00:24:35,410 ...we are going over there now. - Word on the QT doc. 400 00:24:35,586 --> 00:24:37,486 - I will see they listen to reason. - Boss... 401 00:24:37,654 --> 00:24:39,884 These people know nothing about child-rearing. 402 00:24:40,057 --> 00:24:42,287 If I can tell that they're doing it wrong... 403 00:24:42,459 --> 00:24:45,292 In your office sarge! 404 00:24:48,432 --> 00:24:50,423 Look I don't know what the... 405 00:24:51,835 --> 00:24:55,066 As Dr. Sourpuss' nurse I was privy to some information... 406 00:24:55,239 --> 00:24:58,731 ...which I normally wouldn't disclose but under the circumstances... 407 00:24:59,009 --> 00:25:00,874 It's about little Stuart Magilla. 408 00:25:02,046 --> 00:25:04,571 - He wasn't born a he. - What? 409 00:25:04,748 --> 00:25:08,115 Not a she neither exactly. Ambiguous genitalia. 410 00:25:08,552 --> 00:25:11,248 What some in the profession call pseudohermaphrodite. 411 00:25:11,422 --> 00:25:14,619 This is the gorilla kid? The one who put a bug up his own nose? 412 00:25:14,792 --> 00:25:19,729 The parents see that they're in serious on this one and they send him to a specialist. 413 00:25:19,897 --> 00:25:22,832 This genius follows the prevailing wisdom... 414 00:25:23,233 --> 00:25:28,330 ...and suggests that since baby Magilla's got a fairly well-formed you-know-what... 415 00:25:28,505 --> 00:25:30,564 ...and generally looks masculine... 416 00:25:30,741 --> 00:25:33,972 ...the parents should rear him as a boy no questions asked. 417 00:25:35,179 --> 00:25:39,639 Then Delia comes along and they see their boy playing with a girl... 418 00:25:39,817 --> 00:25:41,079 ...playing like a girl. 419 00:25:41,251 --> 00:25:44,914 The situation will only become more complicated as he approaches puberty. 420 00:25:45,089 --> 00:25:48,923 - I should probably talk to them about... - You can talk till you're blue in the face. 421 00:25:49,093 --> 00:25:54,588 It's not gonna change this family's ideas of how to raise their child. 422 00:25:54,765 --> 00:25:56,460 - Not change per se but... - No. 423 00:25:56,633 --> 00:25:58,726 - All I'm saying is I could just... - No. 424 00:25:59,303 --> 00:26:02,204 Let me tell you this and I mean no offense by it. 425 00:26:02,372 --> 00:26:06,172 But I'm not entirely sure anyone's ever told you this before. 426 00:26:06,677 --> 00:26:09,009 There are some things... 427 00:26:09,179 --> 00:26:12,478 ...that you can't fix. 428 00:26:22,126 --> 00:26:24,617 I'm ready. Let's go. 429 00:26:26,396 --> 00:26:29,058 - Need some help with that? - I got it. 430 00:26:29,233 --> 00:26:31,098 Is Amy nervous about the recital? 431 00:26:31,268 --> 00:26:32,860 She's too pissed off. 432 00:26:33,337 --> 00:26:34,998 These are difficult decisions. 433 00:26:35,172 --> 00:26:38,699 What the Harts decided is their prerogative and we have to respect that. 434 00:26:38,876 --> 00:26:42,039 What the Harts decided? What you decided for them. 435 00:26:42,212 --> 00:26:45,978 - This is so typical. The one time it matters... - It always matters Ephram. 436 00:26:46,150 --> 00:26:48,983 It just so happens that this time it matters to you. 437 00:26:49,153 --> 00:26:51,678 - But that doesn't mean... - Amy matters to me. 438 00:26:52,189 --> 00:26:55,352 And as pathetic as it may be you were her only shot. 439 00:26:56,226 --> 00:26:59,423 She's not used to being let down by you. Not yet. 440 00:26:59,963 --> 00:27:01,692 Listen to me Ephram. 441 00:27:01,865 --> 00:27:04,698 These people asked me what I would do it if were my son. 442 00:27:04,868 --> 00:27:07,302 And I told them that I thought it was risky. 443 00:27:07,471 --> 00:27:10,702 It's tempting to leap in and try and surgically fix things. 444 00:27:10,874 --> 00:27:12,899 That's a load. You know it. 445 00:27:13,110 --> 00:27:16,637 If it were your son if it were me you'd let me sit there in a coma... 446 00:27:16,813 --> 00:27:20,840 ...when there was a zillionth-of-a-percent chance you could ride in and save me? 447 00:27:21,618 --> 00:27:22,880 I don't think so. 448 00:27:23,253 --> 00:27:25,915 If I didn't know any better I'd think you were scared. 449 00:27:27,724 --> 00:27:29,385 We're gonna be late. 450 00:27:32,896 --> 00:27:34,158 Excuse me. 451 00:27:41,271 --> 00:27:45,071 Would you mind moving over one so my daughter and I could sit together? 452 00:27:45,409 --> 00:27:46,671 No. 453 00:27:47,945 --> 00:27:49,742 "No" you wouldn't mind or...? 454 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:53,408 I'm a person and I'm important. 455 00:27:54,151 --> 00:27:56,745 You wouldn't be a patient of Dr. Trott's would you? 456 00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:58,683 Well yes. 457 00:27:59,456 --> 00:28:01,583 Sit on the inside sweetheart. 458 00:28:05,662 --> 00:28:07,493 You really got this down. 459 00:28:07,664 --> 00:28:09,154 I read The Art of War. 460 00:28:09,333 --> 00:28:11,563 How long did you have to wait for these seats? 461 00:28:12,135 --> 00:28:13,534 Three hours. 462 00:28:13,704 --> 00:28:16,070 He brings his backlog of medical journals. 463 00:28:20,410 --> 00:28:23,072 The Harts told us about your decision. 464 00:28:23,247 --> 00:28:26,114 It's what I'd do. It's the more cautious choice. 465 00:28:26,283 --> 00:28:28,251 Well thank you. I'm glad you agree. 466 00:28:29,086 --> 00:28:30,781 I said it's what I'd do. 467 00:28:37,427 --> 00:28:38,689 Amy? 468 00:28:41,765 --> 00:28:45,257 Colin would never forgive me if I didn't make sure you got these. 469 00:28:46,036 --> 00:28:48,527 I know he would give anything to be here. 470 00:28:58,348 --> 00:29:00,009 Good luck. 471 00:29:07,291 --> 00:29:08,553 Amy. 472 00:29:09,626 --> 00:29:10,888 Amy. 473 00:29:13,030 --> 00:29:15,590 - What's wrong? - He's not coming back. 474 00:29:17,034 --> 00:29:18,296 You don't know that. 475 00:29:18,468 --> 00:29:21,028 He could come out of it. He probably will. 476 00:29:22,839 --> 00:29:24,101 He's gone. 477 00:29:25,976 --> 00:29:27,238 Amy. 478 00:29:28,578 --> 00:29:30,068 Amy. 479 00:29:45,662 --> 00:29:48,961 Dr. Abbott. Dr. Abbott you have to come back here now. 480 00:29:49,166 --> 00:29:50,929 It's Amy. Come on. 481 00:29:53,970 --> 00:29:55,403 Amy? 482 00:29:56,740 --> 00:29:59,300 Amy honey? Honey? 483 00:29:59,476 --> 00:30:01,842 Sweetheart can you hear me? 484 00:30:02,012 --> 00:30:03,946 We're going home. 485 00:30:04,114 --> 00:30:06,139 We're going home sweetheart. 486 00:30:06,550 --> 00:30:09,610 Come on sweetheart. Here we go. 487 00:30:25,569 --> 00:30:27,799 - I can't talk to you. - It's just for a minute. 488 00:30:28,004 --> 00:30:29,665 You saw what happened before. Sorry. 489 00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:32,035 I'm not here to tell you how to raise your kids. 490 00:30:32,209 --> 00:30:33,471 I need your help. 491 00:30:33,844 --> 00:30:35,505 Please. 492 00:30:36,580 --> 00:30:40,016 Come around to the side door. Don't knock. 493 00:30:54,164 --> 00:30:57,156 Did you pull your son out of school because of what happened? 494 00:30:57,401 --> 00:30:58,891 Oh no no. 495 00:30:59,069 --> 00:31:03,438 My husband and I have been thinking about sending him to a boy's school anyway. 496 00:31:03,607 --> 00:31:06,041 I know about your son's condition. 497 00:31:07,511 --> 00:31:09,445 - How could you...? - I won't. 498 00:31:09,613 --> 00:31:14,346 I'm ethically bound not to disclose your son's medical history to anyone. 499 00:31:14,518 --> 00:31:16,952 But I want to help you. As a doctor I've... 500 00:31:17,120 --> 00:31:20,021 We've been to doctors. Don't you understand? 501 00:31:21,958 --> 00:31:24,153 All we want to do is to put this behind us. 502 00:31:24,628 --> 00:31:27,256 Well Stuart won't be able to put it behind him. 503 00:31:28,031 --> 00:31:30,295 Maybe that's not such a bad thing. 504 00:31:30,834 --> 00:31:33,701 These kids grow up to be very special people. 505 00:31:33,937 --> 00:31:36,269 They've got a lifetime of empathy inside of them... 506 00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:39,807 ...by the time they turn 10 and that's a tremendous gift. 507 00:31:40,343 --> 00:31:43,972 - But you cannot put him in a box and try... - Please just go. 508 00:31:44,147 --> 00:31:46,479 Stuart's not the reason I came here. 509 00:31:49,553 --> 00:31:52,647 But I would like to ask you to do one thing for me. 510 00:31:54,691 --> 00:31:56,386 For my daughter. 511 00:32:16,046 --> 00:32:19,311 I brought you the hat you like. Take it. 512 00:32:20,350 --> 00:32:23,285 - I don't like that hat. - Yeah you do. You said. 513 00:32:25,288 --> 00:32:26,846 Okay. 514 00:32:28,425 --> 00:32:31,258 It's too small. People will know it's from a girl. 515 00:32:31,428 --> 00:32:32,690 So? 516 00:32:33,363 --> 00:32:35,194 I hate girls. 517 00:32:35,799 --> 00:32:37,960 Well I hate boys. 518 00:32:39,703 --> 00:32:40,965 All boys? 519 00:32:42,472 --> 00:32:43,803 No. 520 00:32:44,574 --> 00:32:47,065 I don't hate girls I guess. 521 00:32:49,813 --> 00:32:51,280 Goodbye Magilla. 522 00:32:52,883 --> 00:32:54,714 Goodbye Delia. 523 00:33:04,027 --> 00:33:05,961 Ready to go kiddo? 524 00:33:09,099 --> 00:33:12,034 - How did that go? - Fine. 525 00:33:13,303 --> 00:33:16,704 Maybe you two could stay in touch with letters or e-mail. 526 00:33:20,076 --> 00:33:23,568 - You'll make new friends Delia. - I don't want to make new friends. 527 00:33:23,747 --> 00:33:26,477 I don't want to say goodbye to people anymore. 528 00:33:32,155 --> 00:33:33,554 - You look better. - Hi guys. 529 00:33:33,723 --> 00:33:35,850 - I feel better. - Really? 530 00:33:36,159 --> 00:33:38,218 I'm totally fine. 531 00:33:38,395 --> 00:33:41,421 - Because last night was pretty... - Freaky right? 532 00:33:41,598 --> 00:33:45,364 The exact same thing happened to me once before when I went on this family trip. 533 00:33:45,535 --> 00:33:47,332 I didn't have time to study for a test. 534 00:33:47,504 --> 00:33:51,565 I just spazzed out. I just lost it. I guess it's good that I got it out... 535 00:33:51,741 --> 00:33:55,006 ...because I feel completely totally together you know? 536 00:33:55,679 --> 00:33:58,113 I'm just embarrassed that everyone saw me like that. 537 00:33:58,281 --> 00:34:00,875 It's so not typical of me. What? 538 00:34:01,117 --> 00:34:03,813 You're talking faster than my brain processes language. 539 00:34:05,388 --> 00:34:07,322 Sorry. I'm a little bit... 540 00:34:08,491 --> 00:34:11,016 Anyway so how are you? 541 00:34:11,194 --> 00:34:13,628 - How are you? - I'm great. 542 00:34:14,264 --> 00:34:16,289 How are you really? 543 00:34:17,000 --> 00:34:19,525 I'm completely fine. 544 00:34:20,003 --> 00:34:21,265 Really. I am. 545 00:34:21,438 --> 00:34:25,499 - Because you know if not you can tell me. - I just told you I am. 546 00:34:25,809 --> 00:34:29,074 All right but if you want to talk about anything I'll be here... 547 00:34:29,245 --> 00:34:33,409 Oh God. I completely forgot I'm supposed to meet Kayla and Paige to go to the mall. 548 00:34:33,583 --> 00:34:35,210 I gotta go. Sorry. Sorry. 549 00:34:35,385 --> 00:34:36,784 Here. 550 00:34:37,988 --> 00:34:39,319 I'll be here. 551 00:34:39,489 --> 00:34:41,650 If you want to see him I gotta have a reason. 552 00:34:41,958 --> 00:34:43,858 You could be the Unabomber for all I know. 553 00:34:44,127 --> 00:34:45,924 Not today Mother. 554 00:34:46,963 --> 00:34:49,193 Now you call me if there's a problem all right? 555 00:34:49,366 --> 00:34:50,958 Okay doctor. 556 00:34:51,534 --> 00:34:53,434 - Hello Marge. - Hello. 557 00:34:53,603 --> 00:34:55,161 Dr. Abbott. 558 00:34:55,372 --> 00:34:57,670 - Could I see you for a moment? - Sure. 559 00:34:58,875 --> 00:35:00,672 In private. 560 00:35:08,018 --> 00:35:09,952 I love what you've done with the place. 561 00:35:10,120 --> 00:35:13,453 A little examining-table paper some tongue depressors sky's the limit. 562 00:35:13,657 --> 00:35:16,922 I find it's more convenient to store extra swabs under the table. 563 00:35:17,193 --> 00:35:21,220 Did you really come into my office to tell me where you store your swabs? 564 00:35:21,398 --> 00:35:23,696 First day you came you thought you recognized me. 565 00:35:23,867 --> 00:35:25,596 You said it was from the mental ward. 566 00:35:26,836 --> 00:35:28,736 That was a good one. 567 00:35:30,373 --> 00:35:32,170 You did recognize me. 568 00:35:32,342 --> 00:35:35,175 I was finishing up at the VA when you got there. 569 00:35:35,879 --> 00:35:40,907 There's no reason you should remember me. You were harder to miss. 570 00:35:41,384 --> 00:35:44,512 Even then we all knew we were in the presence... 571 00:35:44,688 --> 00:35:47,919 ...of something greater than ourselves. 572 00:35:48,291 --> 00:35:52,193 It's like being on the junior high basketball team with Michael Jordan. 573 00:35:53,263 --> 00:35:55,823 The chief would describe each new feat of yours... 574 00:35:55,999 --> 00:35:59,162 ...with unmitigated jealousy almost hatred. 575 00:35:59,335 --> 00:36:02,270 Gee I always thought Doug liked me. 576 00:36:04,207 --> 00:36:05,902 He hated you. 577 00:36:06,142 --> 00:36:10,943 You brought him face to face with his worst fear that he would never be extraordinary. 578 00:36:11,114 --> 00:36:15,778 He met you he abandoned his dreams of greatness. 579 00:36:15,952 --> 00:36:17,249 He wasn't alone. 580 00:36:17,954 --> 00:36:20,218 - So you were going to be... - A surgeon. 581 00:36:20,423 --> 00:36:23,483 Yes. I was almost a surgeon. 582 00:36:23,660 --> 00:36:25,491 Unfortunately I... 583 00:36:27,497 --> 00:36:29,658 I discovered I didn't have the hands for it. 584 00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:32,830 So after my residency I just... 585 00:36:34,204 --> 00:36:37,367 ...came back here joined my father's practice in this... 586 00:36:38,174 --> 00:36:40,972 ...miserable little town. I became a family doctor. 587 00:36:41,144 --> 00:36:43,635 No small thing in times like these. 588 00:36:44,614 --> 00:36:46,241 But you... 589 00:36:49,953 --> 00:36:54,219 You are a man with a gift much larger than yourself... 590 00:36:54,390 --> 00:36:56,881 ...larger even than your own... 591 00:36:57,060 --> 00:37:00,689 ...hopelessly-bloated ego if that's possible. 592 00:37:02,665 --> 00:37:03,962 Thank you. 593 00:37:04,501 --> 00:37:07,664 Sharon and James Hart don't know who you are. I do. 594 00:37:07,904 --> 00:37:09,394 I do. 595 00:37:09,572 --> 00:37:11,665 They don't know what you can do for their son. 596 00:37:11,841 --> 00:37:15,106 They're terrified of making a mistake. I know and you know... 597 00:37:15,278 --> 00:37:17,769 ...somewhere within the world's thickest dura... 598 00:37:17,947 --> 00:37:21,644 ...you owe it to this kid to perform whatever miracle you've got up your sleeve. 599 00:37:21,818 --> 00:37:25,584 You owe it to Colin and to his parents and to... 600 00:37:26,489 --> 00:37:30,118 ...my poor heartbroken daughter and to the universe or whoever... 601 00:37:30,293 --> 00:37:34,320 ...decided that you would be Leonardo and I would be... 602 00:37:35,632 --> 00:37:38,123 ...less remarkable. Hell you owe it to me. 603 00:37:54,951 --> 00:37:56,543 What are you playing? 604 00:37:57,954 --> 00:37:59,216 Nothing. 605 00:37:59,422 --> 00:38:01,117 Did you compose this "nothing"? 606 00:38:01,291 --> 00:38:03,691 What are you doing here anyway? There's no rehearsal. 607 00:38:03,860 --> 00:38:06,693 I had a free period so I thought I'd... 608 00:38:08,865 --> 00:38:10,856 That's not true. 609 00:38:14,637 --> 00:38:17,071 I came because I wanted to tell you something. 610 00:38:25,615 --> 00:38:28,106 Yesterday when I told you that... 611 00:38:28,551 --> 00:38:30,451 ...I was okay... 612 00:38:31,554 --> 00:38:32,816 ...I wasn't. 613 00:38:34,991 --> 00:38:37,152 I'm not. I'm not okay. 614 00:38:41,698 --> 00:38:44,326 I remember in fourth grade... 615 00:38:45,335 --> 00:38:49,203 ...Miss Kitzlinger's class and Mrs. Barber's class... 616 00:38:49,505 --> 00:38:52,303 ...went on a field trip to the brewery. 617 00:38:54,377 --> 00:38:56,607 And on the way back home... 618 00:38:57,847 --> 00:39:00,281 ...I got into the wrong bus. 619 00:39:01,317 --> 00:39:03,512 Colin thought they had left me behind. 620 00:39:04,787 --> 00:39:07,483 He walked back three miles... 621 00:39:08,057 --> 00:39:10,821 ...and stayed at the brewery till nightfall... 622 00:39:10,994 --> 00:39:12,962 ...trying to find me. 623 00:39:15,231 --> 00:39:16,994 He couldn't leave me behind. 624 00:39:22,772 --> 00:39:24,262 What were you playing before? 625 00:39:24,674 --> 00:39:27,370 You said nobody brought you flowers but Colin. 626 00:39:28,711 --> 00:39:30,736 It would have been your first solo... 627 00:39:30,980 --> 00:39:33,540 ...so I wanted to make sure someone remembered. 628 00:39:35,418 --> 00:39:37,443 I wrote you a song. 629 00:39:40,223 --> 00:39:41,690 Will you play it for me? 630 00:39:41,925 --> 00:39:44,120 No. It's not finished. 631 00:39:44,294 --> 00:39:45,727 Please. 632 00:40:14,324 --> 00:40:16,451 The thing about your touchstone... 633 00:40:16,626 --> 00:40:20,722 ... you come to depend on it no matter whether you set out to or not. 634 00:40:20,964 --> 00:40:24,456 But not even your own personal Rock of Gibraltar is permanent. 635 00:40:24,801 --> 00:40:27,326 Rock has her own needs to think of. 636 00:40:27,503 --> 00:40:31,633 And just because you want someone to stick around doesn't mean she will. 637 00:40:32,241 --> 00:40:34,675 Dr. Brown knew something about that. 638 00:40:38,781 --> 00:40:41,215 You got time for one more hopeless case doc? 639 00:40:45,788 --> 00:40:47,915 I had a medical consultation last week. 640 00:40:48,758 --> 00:40:50,953 Parents wouldn't consent. 641 00:40:51,260 --> 00:40:53,160 They wouldn't put their faith in me. 642 00:40:53,363 --> 00:40:54,921 Why do you think that is? 643 00:40:55,631 --> 00:40:58,293 They didn't believe that I could heal their son. 644 00:40:58,468 --> 00:41:00,402 - Did you? - What? 645 00:41:00,636 --> 00:41:02,866 Did you believe you could heal him? 646 00:41:03,172 --> 00:41:04,730 I was advocating the procedure. 647 00:41:05,174 --> 00:41:09,611 I believed it was the proper course of action with the best chance of a positive outcome. 648 00:41:09,779 --> 00:41:12,407 Not the surgery the surgeon. 649 00:41:12,648 --> 00:41:13,910 You. 650 00:41:14,083 --> 00:41:16,881 I wasn't thinking about me or my abilities. 651 00:41:17,053 --> 00:41:19,044 I was thinking about these people. 652 00:41:19,222 --> 00:41:21,190 Someone's parents. 653 00:41:21,457 --> 00:41:23,357 Someone's son. 654 00:41:23,960 --> 00:41:27,589 This kid is the boyfriend of a girl that my kid goes to school with. 655 00:41:28,998 --> 00:41:31,831 I was thinking that if something goes wrong... 656 00:41:32,301 --> 00:41:34,428 ...if we can't bring him out... 657 00:41:36,439 --> 00:41:38,930 I was thinking about the outcome. 658 00:41:39,842 --> 00:41:41,742 You never think about the outcome. 659 00:41:44,781 --> 00:41:46,715 I just lied to you. 660 00:41:49,585 --> 00:41:51,348 The truth is... 661 00:41:52,588 --> 00:41:54,215 ...in the end... 662 00:41:54,991 --> 00:41:56,652 ...it was me. 663 00:41:58,761 --> 00:42:00,854 I told them I wouldn't do it. 664 00:42:01,831 --> 00:42:03,628 You were scared. 665 00:42:04,901 --> 00:42:07,028 My son said something like that to me. 666 00:42:08,671 --> 00:42:10,400 And? 667 00:42:12,041 --> 00:42:14,339 It was easier before... 668 00:42:15,111 --> 00:42:18,478 ...when I didn't know so much about my patients... 669 00:42:20,216 --> 00:42:22,081 ...when I didn't care. 670 00:42:24,720 --> 00:42:26,381 I used to be able to fix things. 671 00:42:26,856 --> 00:42:30,223 You told me that you moved here to be a father... 672 00:42:30,393 --> 00:42:32,190 ...and a doctor. 673 00:42:33,196 --> 00:42:34,458 Now you are. 674 00:42:34,964 --> 00:42:36,488 Yeah. 675 00:42:38,134 --> 00:42:40,694 I just didn't know it would be so hard. 676 00:42:41,904 --> 00:42:44,532 Welcome to the human race Dr. Brown. 677 00:43:50,806 --> 00:43:52,797 [ENGLISH]